• Since hindi ako makakapunta sa MIBF, sa October na lang ako bibili ng mga libro pagkakuha ng allowance!
  • Bago magMonday, kailangan tapos ko na yung Content Analysis ko sa Fangirl at The Mortal Instruments: City of Bones. Naedit na din dapat yung Chapter 1 and 3 sa CommRes. At nadagdagan na yung sa RRL. Whooo!!!
  • Next week naman, gagawin ko na yung part ko sa IJ, which is yung History. Since hindi ako makakasama sa paginterview bukas dahil may practice kami ng speech choir, the least I could do is finish my part.
  • After ng IJ, yung sa MedRes naman.
  • Tapos ihuhuli ko na yung articles sa Sports Journ at case study sa CorpComm haha.
  • Putangina goodluck na lang!!!! Sembreak, bilisan mo naman!!!!
Saklap Lang

Wala daw ako sa listahan ng mabibigyan ng scholarship allowance sa Friday and Saturday. Sa susunod pa daw pero hindi ko naman alam kung kailan yun!!! Baka sa October pa. Although may perks din yun dahil sembreak na sa October at madadagdag ko yun sa panggala ko, mas madaming plano kasi ngayong September. Like yung MIBF tsaka yung kakainan namin na nasa To-Eat List. Nakakainis. Ang daya.

Kind Of Productive?

Para makalimutan ang sakit ng hindi pagpunta sa MIBF ngayon, nagawa ko na ang written report at PPT ko para sa report sa CommTheories sa Sabado. Bukas, gagawin ko na yung Introduction para sa thesis namin sa CommRes tapos pag ginanahan, irerevise ko na din yung Chapter One at Three ng group ko sa MedRes. Yung IJ na lang talaga problema kasi wala pa dun nasisimulan. Kaso nakakatamad naman talaga yung gagawin namin dun. Hay.

Dump the toxic people out of your life. Get them gone. Kick them to the curb. Stop maintaining relationships with people that make you feel guilty about things that you like, that make you feel shitty about yourself, that put you down, that don’t fucking support you, that are mean. You just get those people and shove them out of your life. Delete them off of Facebook, break it down easily. Just kind of fizzle out with the contact. Let it be like almost as if it might be growing apart. Just get rid of those people, because instead of just maintaining these “relationships” with people for the sake of just being polite or civil, you can be civil without having people that you can’t stand in your life and you’ll be so much happier. You need to stop maintaining relationships with toxic people because it’s just not good for you and it’s not worth any of your time.
Rachel Whitehurst (via larmoyante)
Mapapamura ka na lang talaga

Sobrang daming gagawin. Tatlong thesis at isa pa lang dun yung mejo may nagagawa na. Yung isa, sa Tuesday namin sisimulan tapos yung isa pa, di magawa kasi hindi pa naaaprubahan. Nakakatamad, nakakainis. Ba’t ba kasi nauso ang thesis-making????? Jusko naman. Tapos may speech choir pa kami sa Sabado. Sa 24 naman, defense. Puta lang. Sa October 13 sembreak na kaso bago naman matamasa yon, kailangan muna maghirap at magfinals. Iiyak na lang ako ng dugo. Tapos sa Friday and Saturday na pala bigayan ng scholarship allowance pero hanggang ngayon wala pa din akong letter. Kailangan ko ng pera. Ahhhhhhhhhh hirap ng buhay mapapa-putangina ka na lang talaga.

umplify:

Stressed, depressed and too poor to be well dressed

Azumanga Daioh!

Sana hindi lang ako nakapanood nun. Haha anyway. May isang episode dun na may kinalaman sa chopsticks at pagkuha ng exams. Bale, kapag perfect ang pagkakasplit mo sa chopsticks, makakapasa ka sa exam. Well, first year HS me, natripan ko yun. Haha. So pinilit ko nanay ko bilan ako madaming chopsticks tapos binigyan ko ng tig-isa mga kaibigan ko bago kami magtest. Hahaha kainis. Naalala ko pa na kaming dalawa ni Majeng sina Osaka at Chiyo. Ahhh, good times.

I wish I could be delicate
or fascinating.
Wondrous
or consuming.

But I yell into whispers,
and wobble uncertainly on cement.
I am plain, and unideal, and painful,

I despise myself too, dear.

E.g | 'Delicacy' (via dippedinverse)
Ay potah

Nakakaoverwhelm yung dami ng gagawin this September. Yung practice sa Speech Choir para sa Comm. Theories + yung report. Yung Chapters 1-3 sa Comm. Res + defense sa 24. Yung Chapters 1-5 sa Media Research + report and ppt. Yung investigative research pa sa IJ. Halos sabay sabay din yan. Tangina walang pahinga. Sa October for sure finals na. Nakakaiyak. Gusto ko na magsembreak.

I think I may be having an existential crisis. Everything just feels so… pointless