Invasion of Privacy
Gusto kong magalit. Pero nangyare na kasi. Kasalanan ko din naman na hindi ko natanggal sa bag ko yung journal ko. Kasalanan ko na nakalimutan ko na may pagkapakialamera nanay ko. Pero sana kasi di ba? Private yon. Konting respeto naman sa gamit ng iba. Kaya nga ako bumili ng journal eh, kasi may mga bagay na gusto ko ilabas pero ayokong makita ng iba. Yun na nga lang eh. Maliiit na space na para saken lang tapos natunton pa ng iba. Pero tapos na, nangyare na nga. Wala na din silbi magalit. Basta ba wag lang niyang ibbring up mga nabasa niya sa journal ko. Kasi putangina talaga pag nakataon. Lesson learned, Chie. Kung gusto mo magdiary wag mo ilalagay sa kung san pwede makita at basahin ng nanay mo.
Yesterday, my dad finally bought me a backpack since I was struggling and frankly fed up with my red Kipling sling bag. There wasn’t any Multicolored Hairball or Pink Pansy Polka Dots or Shady Grey Sprinkled Floral available so he chose the Coral Peaches Dragon Flight. It looks really girly haha but ahhh at least I finally have a backpack again!!!
Then we went to Market! Market! because Vans was having a big sale (emphasize on big) and my dad and brother bought shoes while I watched them. I was kind of miffed since I badly need shoes too because my Converse is already deteriorating (lol) but since my dad pegged me as a “Converse Girl” he didn’t buy me a pair of Vans. Ha ha ha hu hu.
We ate dinner at Kenny Rogers. I take crappy food pictures because I don’t want to stand up and get a better view(???) but whatever because dEAR GOD THOSE RIBS AND HONEY BURBON SAUCE!!!!!! Seriously. And those muffins, too!!!
Before going home, I dragged my family to FullyBooked because I want to buy books. I have 20 dollars given by my uncle before he went back to States and I decided to spend my moolah on books! What else? I bought The Bell Jar (fucking finally!!!!) and Damned. I really wanted to buy Lolita, To Kill A Mockingbird, Attachments, Landline and The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath too but alas, I can only afford two. Nonetheless, I am very happy and I can’t wait to dive into these as soon as possible!!!
Pretty eventful day, if you ask me :-)
I fucking love wearing your plaid shirt because I can smell your prepossessing scent in it. It helps me feel more relaxed, like I’m home. Too bad I have to return it the day after tomorrow.
Photo spam. Wag niyo na pansinin yung namumulang ilong ni Jc. Hahahaha.
i won’t lie
i am in fact an “attention whore”
i need to feel like i actually matter to people
i need to feel like i’m not a totally horrible person
i need to feel like there are people who love me
because i’m certainly not gonna do it myself
Saw this house floor plans and just fell in love (especially dun sa una). Ang gaganda :—( putangina one day!!!!!! One day talaga!!!!!
Bago ako magsimula magaral para sa dalawang quiz at midterms ko bukas, kkwento muna ko. Kasi!!! Kahapon, napagdesisyunan ko na bumili ng journal. Paminsan talaga ang impulsive ko. Yung magustuhan o maisipan lang, gagawin talaga. So ayun nga. Kanina, pumunta kami ni Jc sa SM Sta. Mesa and yay nakabili na ko journal!!! Yung mejo mura lang nabili ko KASI NAMAN LAHAT NG NASA NBS PURO RULED KAHIT YUNG MGA NASA 300+ eh ang gusto ko yung blank lang!!! Bumili din ako ng stickers tsaka paper sheets na cute sa Papemelroti! Balak ko sana isulat dun lahat ng ayoko ilabas dito sa blog tapos gagawin ko din pala yung mga journal art na lagi ko nakikita dito. Tignan nyo na lang yung mga nirereblog ko sa saffrondaisies! Nakatag yun as Journal Art. NakaIpad kasi ako kaya di ko malink haha. Anyway!!! Excited na ko! At kailangan ko na magreview!
Is there a way to pick all these words up under my tongue and simply hand them over to you? Words like love and petals and hands. Sentences like You have the ocean inside you, that’s why your tears are salty when you cry. Your hands are the only ones I’d ever hold; the wildflowers I’ve grown to love. Baby, you are both the sun and the rain living in my spine. Would you please throw out that umbrella? I’d pluck all the stars in my eyes and make you a map when you’re lost in the dark. I’d live with you in the shadows if that’s what you want. Trace my collarbones and you’ll find your name engraved in them. Open up my ribcages and you’ll see a part of you I’ve surreptitiously taken. Kiss me like your mouth is thirsty for the rain and I’ll pour all these words down your throat so I wouldn’t have to say them.
Kailangan ko na talaga ng bagong journal notebook. Mas kumportable ako isulat at ilabas dun lahat. Kinakati na ko magsulat ang dami ko gustong sabihin. Bibili ako bukas tangina bahala na kung wala na naman akong pera haist.